Close your eyes for a moment, think back to the blissful days when you were a kid. The way the summer sun shines down on you, the way the ice cream slowly drips off of your hands and the cone. Think back to that feeling when you were a kid. Worryfree, innocent, and safe world we used live in, or as we thought we did. Then you would look up towards your mom, dad, or older brothers sand/or sisters. See how they get it so easy as adult, drive everywhere they wanted to go, make all the money, and do everything they wanted with freedom. Then you would catch yourself wishing you were older because you can’t wait to do all those things they did.
Now your wish came true. That worryfree, innocent, and safe world you used live in is gone now. You find yourself walking down the street with many worried thoughts in your head about school, bills, and even yourself. Then suddenly, someone runs into you and shoots you the dirtiest face that you ever saw. You find yourself filling up with anger. That is only one part of the adulthood life.
Other part of adulthood is the best part. You watch yourself grow everyday, from this innocent kid with ice cream melting into your little hands into this wonderful blossomed adult that learns everyday. You would find a lot of beauty in the breaking. You would soon realize that life isn’t always bad. Yes, you will experience a lot of awful bad things, but you will experience amazing things. You will eventually find that friend that would understands your every thought and accepts the way who you are. You would eventually find yourself doing the things you absolutely want to do. Sometimes, the things you wanted to do for so long can easily turn into the things you hate to do.
Thats okay, my love, because thats all a part of adulthood and life. You change everyday, as well your interests and passions. When you find yourself confused and lost, it doesn’t mean that you should give up. It means try to find different perspective on your life. It is okay to lose yourself when you aren’t aware, but as long your will find yourself then everything will be fine. Hopefully, you will have great friends that will stand by your through it all.
Now, Close your eyes again. You are adult at this moment. You find yourself sitting on a blanket in the middle of the park. You look up and you see the sun rays making its way through the tree above you. You hear laughter that surrounds all around you. Someone gently touches your shoulder, but you didnt jump in fear, instead you smiled and looked right up that person with a huge smile on your face. That is amazing thing about being an adult.
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