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Love lives on forever

Something has bugging me for the past few days.  So heres the topic that I really want to write about, which is, Love. 

I may have never really fell in love before. However, I’ve see love and have felt love on many different levels.  

Love yourself: This is the most important kind of love that we all have to do.  We have to love ourselves in order to love others.  How can you walk around on earth and wanting someone to love you so you can love yourself. That is impossible.  You have to learn how to love yourself because in the end you’re all that you have.  People can come and go and they eventually do die. We can’t always rely on them to make ourselves to feel loved. 

Family Love:  This is the 2nd most important kind of love.  We all were raised by parents, sisters, brothers, uncles, aunts, grandparents, nieces, and nephews and more extended family members.  Growing up, i’ve always been around my family and I do love them.  They have taught me right from wrong, and it did make me who i am today.  I remember someone told me you can’t have your mom as your best friend.  From there, i was confused and i ended up losing that relationship I had with my mom just because someone told me that and I honestly think that person was jealous me.  I am angry at that person for ruining that relationship for me.  However, My mom and I was able to sit down and talk about it and now we are stronger than ever.  And theres another thing, I am different from my family and will always be different.  Yes I will struggle big time with communication but if they are willing to sit with me and help me out with communicating with each other then I am okay. Thats all I want.  I love my family regardless. I know someday, i’ll have my own little family and I know I will love them as much as I can because I will help them into loving themselves and teaching them all the things I can. 

Soulmates: Soulmates are so amazing and blessing the way I see it.  There are different kinds of Soulmates, It can be your family member, it can be your best friend, or your lover. I have found couple of my soulmates already and I am so blessed to have them in my life. I honestly don’t know what to do without them. 

Friendship: Its simple the way it sounds.  You can go and find couple of friends that will stick by your side for the rest of your lives.  There will be fights and will be the greatest moments of your life. Friendship are so special to me because they stayed by your side because THEY WANT TO, not because they have to like family does. I have good best friends that will always be with me in my hearts forever. I will always be there for them no matter what. 

I’m sure theres more different levels of loves but those four are important to me and will always be in my heart forever.  I feel like people confuse love sometimes.  I do also feel people love out of fear. They let fear get into their way of loving people.  Some will be scared of being alone and settle for the less. But is that fair? for others who has loved you so deeply and real and all they want in return is your love.  Others who love out of just for fun or safety and comfort.  People need to realize they are taking advantage of love. They shouldn’t be doing that.  I’ve lived and learned and I have moved on with my life. I know truly deeply believe that someone out there for me will love me for who I am. In fact I already do. My best friend, who is my soulmate, loves me in and out even my crazy sides and I love her altogether.  Thats all I need in my life. I can’t ask for more than I’ve already gotten everything.  Maybe someday i’ll find my lover when time is right.

Remember love for love not just anything else.  

Bittersweet memories and all

Today, I’ve met up with good friends(sorority Sisters) from Gallaudet before I make my move back to Illinois.  On the way home, sitting on the metro, i couldn’t help but to feel sorrow creeping in yet happiness was lingering around as well. I couldn’t help but to reflect on my times here in DC and at Gallaudet.  It was about to end soon.  DC has gave me so many heartaches, tough choices, depression, identity crisis, happiness, laughter, realization, and more. I came back after Graduating from Gallaudet, because I felt my chapter with DC wasn’t completed.  I felt this emptiness within me after I left DC after graduating.  I made the bold choice to move back into DC metro area and best choice ever.  The choice has made me realize who I am, made me closer to God, made me realize my life and where I do stand.  I was able to close some open wounds that I held on for so long, i was able to say Goodbye to my past and move forward.  I was able to get closer with some people that I needed to get closer with. and most of all, know myself and love myself more and more everyday.  As my move to Illinois approaches faster and faster, I find myself full of nerves and wondering whats to come out there. I know my first move is to help my family and mom and myself, to get myself back on the track and start planning for the rest of my life or my next move.  

I do miss country life apart from city life.  I miss the sunrises and sunsets over the flat land instead of the huge buildings in the way.  I miss the stars and moon shining brightly across the black sky, instead of the city shining brighter than the stars.  I miss the good old kind people that will walk by you on the sidewalk and shoot you with a smile and a simple nod, instead of the rush of crowds bumping into you without even saying sorry.  I miss the simple sweet finer things you will always realize when you live in the country instead of the city you start to get upset with metro being late or people holding up the line. City life does have its pros but it does make us forget who we are and where the kindness come from.   I am a country girl and i thank God for him to allowing me live my life that way, while as the pure city people won’t ever know the feeling of the warm breeze, Ice Tea, and the fireflies dancing across the yard. 

<3  New Chapter, new place, new me

black-is-my-life:

blackfeminism:

mtv:

buzzfeed:

Important reminder: Everyone on the internet is a real person.

Go read this. It’s really important.

Be kind to one another.

so important

says buzzfeed and mtv that have made money off making memes of black women

Got em

LOVEEEE this! the read is amazing!  Thats the whole reason why i started the #smilemovement becuse of the negativity that everyone can impact someone

worldcanseeus:

Join the wildfire SmileMovement!!! do something positive everyday!  This is signed video with voiceover and captions!  Reblog and tag down below SmileMovement !! get the word out please please lets make the change 

ahhh 11 notes perfect. just a start to revolution!  plus a friend of mine posted this on facebook, as her first day of SmileMovement

I couldn’t help but noticing a girl that looked sad and had a lot on her mind. 

We were at Ol’ South Pancake House having our “catch up”. This girl caught my eye, and she looked so stressed about something. So after debating, I decided to buy a chocolate chip cookie and before we left, I went over to her and said, “Excuse me, I couldn’t help but noticed you look a little sad today so I got you a cookie.” She smiled and gracefully said thank you. 

My friend, Jennifer Lynn started this #SmileMovement not too long ago. You see, seeing someone smile makes me smile. It’s a win-win. So it’s your turn to do something to brighten up someone’s day.  #SmileMovement”

Perfect way to start.  Have you done anything today? Blog it and tag it #SmileMovement 

SmileMovement Kickoff!!!!

I have a question for everyone… If i were to challenge everyone, to do something positive everyday, something short and sweet. It can be a random text to someone you haven’t spoke to in a long time, “Hello I’m thinking of you, I hope you’re having a good day”, it can be a random hug to a person,  It can be buying a dinner to someone on the street or a random family in a restaurant or even your own friends/family.  Something positive that makes a person smile and even yourself too.  I’m thinking about this, i’m thinking about to make an official vlog that challenges everyone to do something positive, at least try everyday,  I will want everyone to post their experiences about their attempt of making positivity spread on social media (ig, twiiter, FB tumblr, and more) Tag or hashtag SmileMovement I will be take a part of this as well.  Lets spread the love on world like wildfire.  We can do this. We can even save someone’s lives? By simply saying you’re amazing, or being there for them.   What you say? Wanna take on this challenge.  Official Vlog releasing today. <3 

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