Something has bugging me for the past few days. So heres the topic that I really want to write about, which is, Love.
I may have never really fell in love before. However, I’ve see love and have felt love on many different levels.
Love yourself: This is the most important kind of love that we all have to do. We have to love ourselves in order to love others. How can you walk around on earth and wanting someone to love you so you can love yourself. That is impossible. You have to learn how to love yourself because in the end you’re all that you have. People can come and go and they eventually do die. We can’t always rely on them to make ourselves to feel loved.
Family Love: This is the 2nd most important kind of love. We all were raised by parents, sisters, brothers, uncles, aunts, grandparents, nieces, and nephews and more extended family members. Growing up, i’ve always been around my family and I do love them. They have taught me right from wrong, and it did make me who i am today. I remember someone told me you can’t have your mom as your best friend. From there, i was confused and i ended up losing that relationship I had with my mom just because someone told me that and I honestly think that person was jealous me. I am angry at that person for ruining that relationship for me. However, My mom and I was able to sit down and talk about it and now we are stronger than ever. And theres another thing, I am different from my family and will always be different. Yes I will struggle big time with communication but if they are willing to sit with me and help me out with communicating with each other then I am okay. Thats all I want. I love my family regardless. I know someday, i’ll have my own little family and I know I will love them as much as I can because I will help them into loving themselves and teaching them all the things I can.
Soulmates: Soulmates are so amazing and blessing the way I see it. There are different kinds of Soulmates, It can be your family member, it can be your best friend, or your lover. I have found couple of my soulmates already and I am so blessed to have them in my life. I honestly don’t know what to do without them.
Friendship: Its simple the way it sounds. You can go and find couple of friends that will stick by your side for the rest of your lives. There will be fights and will be the greatest moments of your life. Friendship are so special to me because they stayed by your side because THEY WANT TO, not because they have to like family does. I have good best friends that will always be with me in my hearts forever. I will always be there for them no matter what.
I’m sure theres more different levels of loves but those four are important to me and will always be in my heart forever. I feel like people confuse love sometimes. I do also feel people love out of fear. They let fear get into their way of loving people. Some will be scared of being alone and settle for the less. But is that fair? for others who has loved you so deeply and real and all they want in return is your love. Others who love out of just for fun or safety and comfort. People need to realize they are taking advantage of love. They shouldn’t be doing that. I’ve lived and learned and I have moved on with my life. I know truly deeply believe that someone out there for me will love me for who I am. In fact I already do. My best friend, who is my soulmate, loves me in and out even my crazy sides and I love her altogether. Thats all I need in my life. I can’t ask for more than I’ve already gotten everything. Maybe someday i’ll find my lover when time is right.
Remember love for love not just anything else.